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Post by shay on Jun 2, 2009 20:08:16 GMT -8
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T h r e a Dhello there, and welcome to hyacinth, shay, and my other character's (when they are made) diary thread. I would greatly appreciate if you would not respond to these rants, but just enjoy them by reading them and pondering them in your own cranium. This is both an icc and occ thread, so i will specify when what is what. I made this for my personal amusement...and so i could connect more with my charries, so it should be interesting. welcome to my diary.
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Post by shay on Jun 2, 2009 20:58:19 GMT -8
IC: shay somehow, everything always works out for me. all i was doing was playing the game, teasing the monster inside of cabal, and all of a sudden, we are mates. don't know how it happens, but it does. and now, i can feel it inside me, the cubs i mean. they move. i can feel them squirming around in there. i tell them that they will get out soon enough, but there is nothing else that i can do. they make me weak, and i am hungry a lot, but it will be worth it. im toying around with some names that i might call them...halowe, for my sister is a possibility, or maybe milo, or circe. it will all turn out in the end, but i can't help but be scared. i know that it will be painful, but i will have to endure. for them. for cabal. i am hoping cabal will at least stay around for a little while, just long enough until after the cubs are born. but what am i to do, he is his own being, and he can leave if he wants. i won't stop him. i actually might try, but it will probably not do much. he needs the solitary life style. i can feel it. oh! they kick again. when i lay down, the kick the inside of my stomach, and i know that i love them, even though i don't know them yet.
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